Struggling. . .

I'm struggling this week. I was up a pound at Jenny Craig on Monday after a week of eating a lot. I did Indian last Thursday, I did more cosmopolitans on Friday (along with a little cake), I did birthday cake on Saturday. I did store-bought white cheddar cheese popcorn for three days last week. I did cashew nuts a lot last week. I never felt like I binged, but I'm sure it all added up.

So now I'm been better on the food. I had ice cream after my weigh-in, and I ate some nuts yesterday with lunch. I have, however, been eating more carrots to stave off the starvation that was driving me toward the nuts. But tonight I still want to eat. I've eaten crackers. I've had an extra Jenny Craig dessert with whipped cream. And yet I'm still wanting to eat. I think my excesses last week have whetted my appetite.

I better go ride the bike now . . .